KatlynnKryptonite

Why is it that the people I let into my life and let get closest to me, I push away? Because that is exactly how I treat people. Mostly the ones I love. Like shit. I don't know why. I just get angry... It doesn't even have to be anything they did to me or said. I just take it out on whoever I happen to be speaking to at the moment. And I know exactly what you all are thinking... "Wow... She's a total asshole." And don't get me wrong... I am. Completely. I don't know how to control my anger. And I don't mean to say and do the hurtful things I do to people. I just think "I feel like shit, you sorta make me mad right now... Lets make you feel ho

Woah. I haven't been on here in ages. o_O The people I watch are very active, if I shall say... There was a ton of shizz for me to check. That or i really haven't been on DA in that long and you guys just kept letting it pile up. But don't get me wrong.. I am NOT complaining. Its far better than what i have done. I feel so weird. Honestly, when i said dont read this, i meant it. But only because I was thinking of you at heart. I knew you would be bored to tears. Just move on now before it gets worse. And believe me. It might. I am sooo bored. Tuesaday happen to be the worst. I dred them. Truly. More than Sundays(next worse on my list) So uhm

Those feelings that force me hate myself and others around me. The feelings that make me think and believe stupid thoughts. I have had them many times before. It is so unreal how much I hate these feelings... How much I hate to feel this way. I have always been able to stop myself from ending it, although my intentions are stronge... I think thats the only reason they don't consider me completely insane. Its days like Today that make it all seem worse. Days where no one is around. Extra time is not something I like to have a lot of... I feel lost or isolated. Maybe both. Mostly scared and empty. They say its kids that have a rough past that f